Abstract
Keywords
Latinx1 LGBTQ+ individuals have disproportionally reported high rates of harassment, discrimination, and marginalization within both ethnoracial and LGBTQ+ communities (Martinez et al., 2017; Rodriguez-Seijas et al., 2019; Santos & VanDaalen, 2018). LGBTQ+ and ethnoracial discrimination are linked to negative psychological and physical health outcomes. Ethnoracial stigma and discrimination are related to depressive symptoms, lower self-esteem, and a less-developed ethnic identity (Padilla & Perez, 2003; Umaña-Taylor & Updegraff, 2007). LGBTQ+ heterosexist discrimination is associated with depression, anxiety, stress, post-traumatic stress, substance abuse, low self-esteem, suicidal ideation, and a less developed sexual orientation identity (SOI; Meyer, 2003; Rodriguez-Seijas et al., 2019). While scholars have overwhelmingly studied ethnoracial and LGBTQ+ discrimination as separate experiences for youth and adults (Meyer, 2003; Padilla & Perez, 2003; Umaña-Taylor & Updegraff, 2007), intersectional research has increasingly drawn attention to the unique effects of interlocked forms of discrimination on the mental and physical health and identity development of Latinx LGBTQ people (Parra & Hastings, 2018; Sarno et al., 2021; Velez et al., 2015). Critical to our understanding of discrimination is examining social contexts that may sustain these forms of stigmatization detrimental to the mental health and identity development of Latinx LGBTQ+ emerging adults (EA). Equally important are social contexts that promote the cultural strengths of Latinx LGBTQ+ EA, where they can resist discrimination.
For Latinx LGBTQ+ individuals who find themselves at the margins of their minoritized communities, finding and creating social spaces, or counterspaces, to affirm and validate their intersectional experiences with others sharing similar intersections is crucial for them to resist discrimination (Case & Hunter, 2012; Sólorzano et al., 2000). Social media platforms are instrumental spaces for minoritized EA. Here they access information and social support, explore their SOI (Fox & Ralston, 2016; McConnell et al., 2018) and ethnoracial identities (ERI; McKenzie, 2022), and collectively construct narratives to counter ethnoracial discrimination (Rogers et al., 2021; Tynes et al., 2011) and anti-LGBTQ+ narratives (Schmitz et al., 2022). The scant literature on the online experiences of Latinx LGBTQ+ people suggests that they use social media contexts to seek information and social support as sexual and gender minorities (Schmitz et al., 2022). These online spaces may provide an opportunity to connect with communities at the intersection of multiple social identities (i.e., Latinx and LGBTQ+).
The present case study centers on the lived experiences of a self-identified gender fluid, assigned female at birth (AFAB) cisgender, bisexual Latinx emerging adult to explore the role digital spaces had in this participant’s intersectional socialization into bisexuality narratives, queer indigenous narratives, and in resisting gendered racist narratives. Her socialization into these three narratives was essential for navigating discrimination in LGBTQ+ communities, gendered colorism within her familial context, and traditional gender roles within the Latinx community. We contend that these digital contexts serve as counterspaces where Latinx LGBTQ+ EA engage various processes crucial for developing their intersectional selves. The digital counterspaces foster a sense of belonging by validating their intersectional experiences. The online platforms provide a place to engage in critical consciousness (Watts et al., 2011) to resist dehumanizing narratives and challenge intersectional forms of oppression. In these digital contexts, Latinx LGBTQ+ EA reimagine and develop a coherent sense of self embodying their intersectional social identities (Case & Hunter, 2012; Sólorzano et al., 2000).
Review of Literature
Discrimination and Social Identities for Latinx LGBTQ+ Communities
When compared to their heterosexual Latinx and White LGBTQ+ counterparts, Latinx LGBTQ+ people report a higher prevalence of mental health disorders (Martinez et al., 2017; Santos & VanDaalen, 2018) and conflicts between their ERI and SOI (Sarno et al., 2021; Velez et al., 2015). Significantly, this research exposes the mental health disparities among Latinx people who are also LGBTQ+. However, single-axis approaches focused on only one marginality at a time do not capture the intersectional forms of discrimination experienced by Latinx LGBTQ+ individuals within their ethnoracial and LGBTQ+ communities (Cerezo et al., 2020; Parra & Hastings, 2018). Additionally, studies about the marginalization of Latinx LGBTQ+ people do not often center on their strengths and resistance to these stigmatizing experiences.
LGBTQ+ communities are an essential source for LGBTQ+ socialization, social support, and identity validation (McConnell et al., 2018; Zimmerman et al., 2015). However, experiences of ethnoracial stigma and discrimination within LGBTQ+ communities often result in Latinx LGBTQ+ people feeling further alienated (Cerezo et al., 2020; Noyola et al., 2020). Latinx individuals AFAB include LGBTQ+ cisgender women or individuals AFAB who identify as women; gender nonbinary who are individuals AFAB that identify as neither men nor women; genderqueer individuals, or those AFAB whose gender expression violates expectations for their sex assigned at birth; and gender fluid people who were AFAB but fluctuate on their gender expression from feminine to masculine, and androgynous. Regardless of their gender expression or gender identity, Latinx LGBTQ+ individuals AFAB are particularly vulnerable to unique forms of discrimination and marginalization within their ethnoracial communities (Sarno et al., 2021). For example, Latinx LGBTQ+ people AFAB may experience specific forms of gendered heterosexism, the assumption that the gender expression of a person matches their gender identity and sexual orientation identity, embedded in traditional female gender roles within Latinx families (Yon-Leau & Muñoz-Laboy, 2010). They may also experience gendered colorism inherent in the colonization histories of Latinxs (Casanova, 2012) and gendered racism inherent in male-centered white LGBTQ+ spaces (Cerezo et al., 2020; Logie & Rwigema, 2014).
One way marginalized individuals cope with chronic stigma and discrimination is by constructing positive social identities (Padilla & Perez, 2003). Social identity construction comprises three psychological processes: social categorization, social comparison, and psychological work (Hurtado & Cervantez, 2009). Accordingly, social identity construction begins with the identification with a social group (social categorization), followed by an evaluation of that social group by comparison to other social groups (social comparison), culminating with cognitive and emotional work that integrates the social identity into a positive and coherent sense of self (psychological work; Tajfel, 1981). Crucial to minoritized individuals’ psychological well-being and ability to cope with stigma and discrimination is learning to embrace and value a devalued social identity (Hurtado & Cervantez, 2009; Major & O’Brien, 2005; Tajfel, 1981).
A strong ethnoracial identity is associated with positive psychological well-being, higher self-esteem and social functioning, and less substance use (Umaña-Taylor et al., 2013). Similarly, feelings of belongingness and pride toward an LGBTQ+ identity are related to psychological well-being (Zimmerman et al., 2015). Moreover, research reveals that positive identity development in one of the stigmatized social identities has positive consequences for other stigmatized social identities (Kennedy & Dalla, 2014).
Ethnoracial Socialization and Cultural Values
Families and communities have a fundamental role in the socialization of minoritized individuals (Casanova, 2019; Umaña-Taylor et al., 2013). Ethnoracial socialization, in particular, is the process through which older generations transmit messages to younger generations about group-based values and belief systems (Rogers et al., 2021; Umaña-Taylor et al., 2013). Familial ethnoracial socialization plays a vital role in promoting positive self-concepts (i.e., self-esteem, self-efficacy, ethnic identity, etc.) that are implicated in buffering the negative impact of stigma and discrimination and in the development of a positive EI (Casanova, 2019; Padilla & Perez, 2003; Umaña-Taylor & Updergraff, 2007). Community ethnoracial socialization through cultural practices and social networks (i.e., cultural associations and intergenerational contexts) promotes self-empowerment by fostering a sense of belonging, agency, and affirmation of ethnoracial identities (Casanova, Mesinas, et al., 2021).
However, for Latinx LGBTQ+ people, forming a positive social identity involves overcoming experiences of ethnoracial discrimination, heterosexism, and cisgenderism (Meyer, 2003; Santos & VanDaalen, 2018), while negotiating the contradictions between their ERI and SOI (Sarno et al., 2021). Latinx cultural values are sources of distress due to an emphasis on putting family first and being a good family member (
Furthermore, although LGBTQ communities are a valuable space for Latinx LGBTQ people to express and affirm their LGBTQ+ identities, these communities often center around the experiences of White LGBTQ+ people (Logie & Rwigema, 2014). They can be hostile spaces where Latinx LGBTQ+ have reported experiencing racism in various forms, including blatant racism, microaggressions, or through fetishization (Ibañez et al., 2009; Noyola, 2020). These experiences often result in Latinx LGBTQ+ individuals feeling like outsiders and distancing themselves from the LGBTQ+ community (Logie & Rwigema, 2014) or may result in Latinx LGBTQ+ people resorting to compartmentalizing their incongruent social identities (Cerezo et al., 2020; Sarno et al., 2021). Lack of connection and compartmentalization are linked to less-developed social identities, which are associated with lower levels of adjustment and higher levels of internalized discrimination (Cass, 1984; Kennedy & Dalla, 2014).
Familial and community contexts play an essential role in the positive development of an individual’s social identity and the person’s ability to cope with stress derived from a devalued social identity. Few studies, however, have examined how heterosexism, cisgenderism, and racism intersect and impact Latinx LGBTQ+ people uniquely in these contexts (Cerezo et al., 2020; Parra & Hastings, 2018; Velez et al., 2015). It is vital to examine online spaces as social contexts that may serve as socialization settings where Latinx LGBTQ+ EA can embrace their multiple social locations. In these spaces, socialization processes promote critical consciousness. Critical consciousness is the development of an awareness and insight into the oppressive systems that create inequitable social realities for marginalized persons (Watts et al., 2011). Developing this understanding is necessary for people to actively challenge oppression. Critical consciousness fosters resistance to discrimination and empowers minoritized communities (Jemal, 2017).
Digital Counterspaces as Contexts for Intersectional Social Identity Development
Counterspaces are contexts where marginalized individuals who share similar social identities and intersections of those identities can affirm their identities (Casanova, Alonso Blanco, et al., 2021), develop a sense of belonging (Case & Hunter, 2012), and collectively engage in critical consciousness (Watts et al., 2011) to resist and challenge deficit-oriented narratives. Counterspaces facilitate three psychological processes that result in well-being among minoritized individuals (Case & Hunter, 2012).
While digital contexts have not been examined, to our knowledge, as counterspaces, these online spaces meet the criteria. Research shows that social media contexts are vital for Latinx and LGBTQ+ youth and emerging adults to access information and social support, explore their ERI, SOI, and GI, and collectively engage in critical consciousness and resist stigma and discrimination (Fox & Ralston, 2016; Grasmuck et al., 2009; Hillier, 2012; Schmitz et al., 2022; Tynes et al., 2011; Watts et al., 2011). Minoritized EA have reported using social media (e.g., Facebook) to explore their ethnoracial identities, discuss race-related issues among intergroup members, and forge a sense of self (Grasmuck et al., 2009; Tynes et al., 2011). For example, in a study examining online discourses among ethnoracially minoritized adolescents and emerging adults, researchers found that discussions revolved around heritage/identity exploration and expression, establishing racial safe havens and solidarity, and race/ethnicity dialogs (Tynes et al., 2011).
Besides being a context where LGBTQ+ EA can explore and develop their social identities (Craig et al., 2015; Craig & McInroy, 2014), digital spaces are particularly critical for Latinx LGBTQ+ EA to engage in traditional, social, and experiential learning and in teaching others (Fox & Ralston, 2016). In these contexts, individuals create collective activist spaces (Schmitz et al., 2022) to resist and challenge narratives that pathologize and depict Latinx LGBTQ+ people as victims (Schmitz et al., 2022). Latinx LGBTQ+ people also collectively reimagine new possibilities and remake a world that centers and uplifts their marginalized identities (Coleman & Hall, 2019; Lizárraga & Cortez, 2020). For example, a digital funeral was held through a gaming streaming site to grieve the death of a Latinx queer bar that was closed due to the COVID-19 pandemic. The digital funeral celebrated the joy the physical space brought to queer communities of color and reimagined a new possible future in digital contexts (Lizárraga & Cortez, 2020). Similarly, open digital platforms for writers and readers of fiction like Wattpad, Archive of our own (AO3), and fanfiction.net have created opportunities for LGBTQ+ EA to write their own original stories as well as re-write popular works of literature, media, and film. LGBTQ+ EA reimagine these works to challenge cultural erasure and reflect intersectional experiences (Coleman & Hall, 2019).
Notwithstanding how digital spaces have expanded the worlds of LGBTQ+ EA, there are several risks to accessing online spaces. Research on the online experiences of ethnoracially minoritized youth found that over one-third of them reported being targets of online racial prejudice (Tynes et al., 2008). Another study revealed a direct link between exposure to race-related traumatic events (i.e., viral videos of detained undocumented immigrants in cages, police shootings) and higher levels of PTSD symptoms and depressive symptoms for African-American and Latinx adolescents. Girls had higher levels of PTSD and depressive symptoms than boys and Latinx participants had more depressive symptoms (Tynes et al., 2019). Furthermore, online ethnoracial discrimination is linked to poor sleep quality regardless of time spent online (Volpe et al., 2022). However, this research also suggests that ethnoracially minoritized youth and young adults have developed coping strategies to minimize exposure to traumatic content (e.g., disabling autoplay on videos, blocking racist keywords and hashtags) and targeted ethnoracial prejudice (e.g., blocking offending users, curating who can access their accounts) (Tynes et al., 2008, 2019; Volpe et al., 2022). Moreover, digital contexts as counterspaces provide researchers with a unique opportunity to examine development over time, as social media profiles can act as historical records capturing key moments across a lifespan.
Theoretical Framework: Intersectionality for Latinx LGBTQ+ AFAB
Intersectionality theory is central to our understanding of digital contexts as counterspaces that promote resistance to intersectional forms of oppression and positive social identities (Case & Hunter, 2012; Sólorzano et al., 2000). Intersectional approaches emphasize the analysis of social structures that create interlocking forms of oppression and that influence how social identities are constructed and experienced (Cole, 2009; Crenshaw, 1991; Else-Quest & Hyde, 2016). This framework views all individuals as being located in social structures where power relations grounded on social identities (ERI, GI, SOI, etc.) create systems of inequality that affect the well-being of these individuals (Collins, 1998; Crenshaw, 1991). By holding both ethnoracial and sexual/gender minority statuses, Latinx LGBTQ+ people AFAB are in a position to experience marginalization within multiple minoritized groups.
Intersectionality theory states that social identities depend upon and mutually influence one another (Cole, 2009; Crenshaw, 1991; Hurtado, 2018). Accordingly, Latinx LGBTQ+ individuals’ social identities are considerably affected by the interplay of experiences related to sexism, heterosexism, racism, and the overlapping of these forms of oppression. For example, among adult ethnic minority gays and lesbians, having a positive ethnic identity has been associated with openness about sexual orientation, exploration of both ethnic and LGBTQ+ identities, and involvement in both ethnic and LGBTQ+ communities (Kennedy & Dalla, 2014). Still, there is limited understanding of how social identities mutually influence one another during the identity development process of Latinx LGBTQ+ AFAB EA and the role that contexts play in this process. Similarly, more research is needed to examine interlocked forms of marginalization experienced by Latinx LGBTQ+ people AFAB, like gendered heterosexism (Yon-Leau & Muñoz-Laboy, 2010), gendered colorism (Casanova, 2012) and gendered racism (Kennedy & Dalla, 2014; Logie & Rwigema, 2014), which have all been implicated in the ability for individuals to affirm their social identities. Notably, very few studies have highlighted the experiences of Latinx LGBTQ+ people from a strengths-based perspective, which focuses on assets fostered by the individual, familial, and community contexts that promote their positive development (Cabrera et al., 2022; Deutsch, 2017). In particular, a strengths-based perspective highlights the competencies or protective factors that minoritized persons attain to counter barriers associated with structural inequalities. For example, Latinx youth’s cultural knowledge (Casanova, Mesinas, et al., 2021) and a strong sense of ethnic identity (Davis et al., 2021) are strengths that can assist these youth in confronting marginality and oppression.
Current Study
Informed by intersectionality theory (Cole, 2009; Collins, 1998; Crenshaw, 1991; Else-Quest & Hyde, 2016; Hurtado, 2018), this case study considers how cultural values and practices, systematic oppression, social inequality, and experiences of discrimination shape the social identities of our participant. Additionally, the present research examines social media contexts as counterspaces where marginalized individuals can find a sense of belonging through the validation of their intersectional experiences, engaging in critical consciousness, and resisting intersectional forms of oppression (Case & Hunter, 2012; Sólorzano et al., 2000; Watts et al., 2011). The following research questions guide this study: (1) How does a gender fluid-AFAB-bisexual Latinx emerging adult navigate and negotiate the tensions that exist between their sexual orientation identity (SOI), gender identity (GI), and ethnoracial identity (ERI) social identities to construct a positive sense of self?; (2) How do digital contexts function as counterspaces where intersectional experiences are validated and affirmed? The current research examines two semi-structured interviews with a self-identified, gender fluid, AFAB cis, Bisexual Latinx emerging adult. We chose case study methodology to engage in a rich analysis of a unique narrative that provides an account of nuanced, intersectional experiences centered on the participant’s voice (Casanova, 2012; Yin, 2003). We explore how social media platforms serve as digital counterspaces that are necessary for our participant to understand their social identities and the intersection of those identities as a means to create resistance toward oppressive narratives about their social identities.
Method
Participant
Angel (a pseudonym) is a 20-year-old self-identified bisexual Latinx person, AFAB cis, gender fluid, first-generation college student in her fourth year. Angel uses they/them and she/her pronouns. Angel requested the use of both she/her and they/them throughout this case study to resist gender binary paradigms. We have honored her request and will alternate between both pronouns throughout the article. They acknowledged an Indigenous background from their father’s side of the family but did not identify as Indigenous herself. Angel’s experiences take place in an urban area of central California and at a Hispanic Serving Research University in a semi-rural area on the West Coast of the United States.
Interview Procedure
We used a semi-structured interview protocol prepared as part of a broader IRB-approved study which focused on the online experiences of Latinx LGBTQ+ EA, to conduct our first interview with the participant in Fall 2020. A week before the interview, Angel completed a brief online survey asking for demographic information, social media use history, and their top three most frequented social media sites. At the end of the survey, Angel uploaded several screenshots or digital photos of her phone screen to a secure drive. One screenshot was from the social media platform profile, which Angel felt she could express herself most freely. Two screenshots of two posts reflected who Angel was before coming to the university. Two other screenshots were of two posts reflecting who she was since arriving at the university. The first semi-structured interview revolved around the five screenshots Angel submitted.
The first interview began with questions about the social media profile our participant identified as the digital context where they could be their most authentic self (Twitter). We asked questions about their profile theme/layout, username, profile picture, and “about me” or biographical section to understand how they used these features to construct their identities online. We then asked them questions about the people she interacts with on different social media platforms (e.g., family, friends, strangers, online friends), as well as to reflect on how social media sites are important to the exploration of their identities. In the second part of the interview, we asked questions about each of the four social media posts our participant shared. We asked about the meaning behind each post, how it reflected who she was 3 to 5 years ago or before coming to college, how she identified then (Chicano, Latinx, lesbian, pansexual, etc.), and how she identified at the time of the interview. The last interview questions asked Angel to reflect on how their social identities influenced one another and about strengths inherent to their intersectional identities. The length of the interview was 110 min from beginning to end.
Given Angel’s rich and intricate understanding of how her social identities intersected and created unique challenges and opportunities for her, we decided to ask them for a follow-up interview in Spring 2021 to help us understand the intersectional forms of discrimination they experienced. For the follow-up interview, we used an open-ended interview protocol focused on various themes brought up during the first interview.
Researcher Positionalities
We acknowledge our social positions contextualize our research process. As authors, we occupy multiple identities, including first-generation immigrants, LGBTQ+, cis-gendered, indigenous, and Latinx. We work within an interdisciplinary, strengths-based lens that intentionally focuses on research with minoritized youth and emerging adults, including Latinx, LGBTQ+, and gender-minoritized persons. We take intersectional approaches to address inequality and marginality. Our coding meetings allowed us to engage in critical methodologies like consensual validity to ensure a diversity of points of view that were fundamental for us to deconstruct the complexities and nuances of our data (Hill et al., 2005). Having a Latinx undergraduate research team that shared some of our participant’s intersectional social identities (e.g., two identified as LGBTQ+) was critical in reflecting our privileges and biases as a doctoral student (Lopez-Leon) and faculty member (Casanova).
Analytic Approach
We used inductive and deductive thematic analysis (Braun & Clarke, 2006) to identify prominent and unique themes in the interviews. In the first step of the thematic analysis, the first and second authors discussed salient codes across both interviews using an inductive approach to create the first set of themes. In the second step, the first author worked with four undergraduate researchers on data coding using the initial codes developed with the second author. During this process, we identified additional themes using an inductive approach. In the third and final step, the authors refined and combined codes into themes to create the final set of dimensions by using a deductive approach guided by intersectionality theory (Cole, 2009; Collins, 1998; Crenshaw, 1991), counterspaces frameworks (Case & Hunter, 2012; Sólorzano et al., 2000), and previous research regarding Latinx LGBTQ+ emerging adults’ intersectional experiences with discrimination, socialization, interlocked social identities, and social media use (see the introduction and review of literature sections).
Data analysis occurred over several months, where the first author and undergraduate research assistants met weekly or biweekly to review individually coded data to establish consensual validity (Hill et al., 2005). During each meeting, the research team discussed discrepancies in data coding and reached consensual validity when the entire group agreed on how to code the data. Each example had to fit the codebook definitions; if the example fit more than one code, the example was double-coded. To ensure mutual respect, equal involvement and shared power directed our analysis (Hill et al., 215). When a discrepancy occurred, we asked those with diverging opinions to explain why they believed a statement should be coded under a specific category. The team consensually decided how to code a statement only after each member had made their case. This protocol was our way of ensuring that all points of view were valued, honored, and protected. We identified three overarching themes through this process:
The digital screenshots Angel shared with us are accompanying data to our interviews. These screenshots were crucial in guiding the direction of our interviews and aiding our understanding and interpretation of Angel’s narrative. We used the social media screenshots to ensure validity through data triangulation (Patton, 1999) as additional evidence to support the themes we identified in the interviews.
Results
Angel identified Twitter as the space where they felt they could express all their identities freely and as the space where she could engage with communities that celebrate, validate, and empower her intersecting identities. Although Angel identified Twitter as the digital context where she felt she could express herself most authentically, three of the four social media posts she shared with us came from her Instagram account. Of the four posts she shared with us, two represented who she was 4 to 5 years ago, and two represented who she was at the time of the first interview (Fall 2020). The first post, from 3 to 4 years ago, was a picture from her Facebook profile of her wearing a flowery pink and blue jacket over a burgundy slim fitted cropped shirt that partially showed her stomach and wearing her long black wavy hair down. Angel captioned the picture: Teacher: Hey! Belly button! Me: straight face emoji, blank face emoji (used to express being unamused and frustrated).
The second post from 3 to 4 years ago came from her Instagram profile. It featured a family picture from her high school graduation with her mom, brothers, niece, and nephews, captioned with the following: I did this for you guys, for mi
The third post, representing who she was at the time of their first interview, was a picture of her sitting down holding a bisexual flag, captioned with: I knew I was bi[sexual] since I was in preschool, but I didn’t come out until I was 16. I remember being in the closet in high school because I was too scared to come out. I was scared to be fetishized. I was scared to not be taken seriously. I was scared to be ridiculed. All of these fears are typical feelings that most bi/queer folks encounter. We are invalidated outside our community and sometimes even within. My identity is real; it is an essential part to who I am. I am so proud to be a bisexual womxn. Sending so much love to my queer folks. I see you, and I love you #nationalcomingoutday.
The fourth post, also representing her at the time of her first interview, featured a captionless selfie taken through a restroom mirror, where she is wearing a floral print collar blouse.
The posts from 3 to 5 years ago, alongside the more current posts (within the last nine months of the first interview), allowed us to explore the developmental process Angel endured through their ongoing social identity construction. Importantly, Angel made a conscious effort to move away from Facebook, a platform she identified as a way to connect with family, to platforms like Twitter, Instagram, and TikTok, where they could actively explore and develop their social identities without the scrutiny of their family. Across the four social media posts and profile Angel shared with us, we identified three overarching themes. The first theme,
Intersectional Discrimination
My family would mention my dad being from Oaxaca, because like his family is [indigenous]. They really made fun of me for it because I’m the first daughter my mom had with him. And like [My two older brothers from a different dad] would call me “Oaxaca,” like the name of the state, but I know they meant it in a derogatory way. They would call me
Angel contemplated how these experiences resulted in shame but also evoked questions and a need to understand why her ethnoracial category was the target of discrimination. Furthermore, by reflecting on her colorist experiences within her family context, Angel became aware that she had been experiencing gendered colorism. In other words, she was not targeted for her physical features but due to the combination of her gender and her physical features. While her younger brothers share the same biological father and physical characteristics like skin color and Indigenous features, she was the only target of colorist slurs.
In contrast to Angel’s ERI-related discriminatory experiences, the stigmatization of her SOI was mostly encountered indirectly by exposure to negative stereotypes about bisexuality. These negative stereotypes profoundly impacted how she chose to identify and disclose her SOI identity: [At the time] I identified as pansexual; I guess it was complicated because whenever I was in a relationship, I didn’t know how to label myself. I think it just comes with internalized bi-phobia that I had. People would assume that when you’re dating someone of the same sex, it means like you’re gay, or when you’re dating someone of the opposite sex, it means you’re hetero[sexual]. I know a lot of people who are bi-phobic and assume that it’s a phase or it’s not real. I was 16 and in a relationship with a girl on and off for six months. When I was with her, I wouldn’t say like my sexual orientation a lot. Like I knew what it was, but I would be like, Oh, I’m just attracted to you I don’t have a label. I wasn’t big on using them. After we broke up and I dated two guys after that, it was even more complicated [be]cause I was just like, I know it’s not a phase, but a lot of people see it that way. I think that’s why I was really afraid to come out. [When I dated guys] I felt more comfortable actually saying I’m pansexual because by then people knew I had dated [a girl]. But I was just afraid to come out [as bisexual] because guys oversexualize it. And I just hate that. Like, I hate that they make it about themselves when it’s not; it’s about me.
For Angel, being exposed to bisexual stereotypes caused them to internalize this prejudice, which resulted in her decision to hide, suppress, and compartmentalize their SOI. Typically, LGBTQ+ spaces help counteract the effects of LGBTQ+ stigmatization; however, Angel discussed the marginalization within LGBTQ+ spaces due to their ERI: My freshman year, I lived in the LGBT hall, but even there, honestly, I didn’t feel fully accepted [be]cause most of my hall was white. [The person in charge of the dorm floor] was a white gay man, and I’m the opposite. For some reason, he would hang out with [white people] more than with folks with different intersections, like people of color, or who are undocumented, or who are just like marginalized and stuff. So it was it wasn’t the most welcoming space for me. He even tried to get me, and my other friend kicked out of the dorms at one point. So there was a lot of tension.
Angel’s discriminatory experiences reveal how Latinx LGBTQ+ people AFAB are particularly vulnerable to experiencing marginalization within their minoritized communities. Her experiences also highlight the unique forms of discrimination that may involve more than two interlocked social identities simultaneously (i.e., gender colorism within familial contexts).
Identity Work Through Narratives
Where we live, I would say that the communities are like mixed, and there was never any talk about indigeneity. I really wanted to like get into Oaxacan Twitter and follow Oaxacan people because I had been kind of shamed about it for most of my life. My family would mention my dad and being from Oaxaca, because his family is brown. They don’t look like my mom’s family. They’re short and darker skin tones, but like beautiful. So I like started following more people who are like, well Oaxacan, and like there’s literally like Oaxacan Twitter. I know back then I wouldn’t identify as [Oaxacan] so like Twitter really introduced me more to that.
Given that she was the only person in her family experiencing anti-indigenous colorism, finding a Oaxacan community on Twitter was imperative for her to understand the culture and history and internalize a positive view of that identity. The exploration of her Oaxacan identity on Twitter allowed Angel to identify as Oaxacan and find power and beauty in being brown and having indigenous features. Similar to her journey to understand her Oaxacan identity, Angel discussed counternarratives she encountered on Twitter and TikTok that facilitated the exploration of and identification with her bisexual identity and adoption of she/her/they/them pronouns: In high school when I first came out, I identified as bi[sexual], but then like, within that same year I changed my sexual orientation to pansexual. Once I got Twitter and started interacting with people who are bi[sexual], I saw a thread about bisexuality and how [pansexuality] is actually transphobic because they’re kind of like making trans people seem like they’re like a third gender when they’re not. If you’re a trans woman, you’re a woman. If you’re a trans man, you’re a man. So they were talking about how bisexuality is an inclusive label. Just reading that shifted my perspective, and I started identifying as bi[sexual] again and actually felt a lot better identifying that way. TikTok has really helped me understand my GI. I started using [she/they] pronouns probably my second year of college. It hasn’t been too long, two years or three years now, but I feel a lot more comfortable using she/they because I don’t want people to [automatically perceive me] as a woman because of the way I look (fem presenting). [By using she/they pronouns, I’m] questioning people’s consciousness and their intentions. [They] shouldn’t be assuming that everyone’s pronouns are she/her or he/him. I feel like using they/them definitely challenges that, and I’m going to challenge people. I also feel that my pronouns are very much connected to my queerness too, [be]cause I don’t know anyone who’s like [cisgender or heterosexual] who uses she/they or they/she pronouns, that’s mostly queer people. Like it’s very much interconnected with queerness.
Having access to counternarratives that view bisexuality as validating transgender identities, rather than excluding transsexual individuals, Angel was able to adopt a bisexual identity instead of a pansexual identity. Similarly, being educated and learning about gender non-binary identities and pronouns was important for Angel to explore their GI and adopt she/they pronouns that signal to their SOI and that challenge the gender binary. In addition, exploring their social identities and understanding how their identities intersect facilitated Angel’s development of critical consciousness to challenge oppression within Latinx and LGBTQ+ contexts. Angel revealed how the intersection of her social identities made her critically conscious about intersectional issues, oppression, and privilege: I would say that my relationship to my queerness and Latinidad gives me a different lens in the world, and it allows me to see the problems of Latinidad. It allows me to see how we have all these values that are so hetero[sexist], racist too, that just don’t align with me and don’t align with my queerness, because you know, being queer, being LGBT, you’re challenging all these heteronormative values that are ingrained in like society in general. Like just being queer, having this identity that you can’t change, it influences the way I see Latinidad. Latinidad is so gendered. It’s very much like if you’re a woman, you have to have babies, and you have to marry a man, and you have to be a wife. I fucking hate it. I don’t want to be someone’s wife like that. I have such a complicated relationship with Latinadad because I’m queer, and I don’t take a lot of pride in being Mexican and brown because it makes invisible a lot of other communities that are like black or indigenous Mexicans, you know?
Angel’s reflection about her intersectional experiences as a queer Latinx person underscores her unique and deeper understanding of oppressive systems. This critical consciousness has allowed Angel to question and challenge systems of oppression like traditional gender roles, gender as a binary construct, and gender corresponding to SOI. Her intersectional experiences as a Latinx LGBTQ+ AFAB helped her develop a critical lens to challenge and deconstruct multiple systems of oppression that are invisible to most people and create positive counternarratives surrounding her interlocking social identities.
Intersectional Counterspaces
At the [diversity office on campus], I feel welcome. Cause I’m first gen, low-income. I’m a person of color, but recently, I had to explain to my supervisor that I’m also queer. I had to explain to her something that two of my coworkers were doing. They’re both hetero[sexual], but they were calling each other wives and stuff. It’s really invalidating to women who like women. I was just really mad about it and mad about how we talk about other identities, but we don’t talk about sexual orientation. I think it’s just been difficult because I have so many intersections. It’s difficult to find a space where I feel fully accepted and fully embraced. So I would say that the space I do have in my life where I feel fully accepted, it’s just [in communities of people] who share similar identities as me. Like, like those are the spaces where, yes, I feel seen, and I feel fully understood.
As Angel explained, in spaces where their brown-low-income-woman social identities are embraced and validated, her queer identity becomes invisible, pushing her to advocate for the acknowledgment of queer identities. This experience and others (i.e., the incongruency of her Latindad and queerness) have caused her to continuously negotiate between insider and outsider statuses to find a sense of belonging. As she reflected, the intersection of her social identities has made it difficult for them to find spaces where she feels wholly embraced. Angel stated how the creation of digital counterspaces through their social media profiles made it possible for her to be her complete, authentic, and coherent self: I got [Twitter] because I had one friend who was on Twitter all of the time. My intention was to make it a space where no one from high school was following me like, they don’t follow me on Twitter or Instagram anymore, but I used to have a lot of people from like high school follow me [on Instagram]. I don’t really think that fondly sometimes of my high school years because people would slut shame me or like talk shit. I just wanted to follow people who were kind of like activists or like were really outspoken on social media. At first, my Instagram used to be more like, if you kind of know me in person, then you can follow me there. My Twitter one was kind of like, you know what, this is actually who I am, so I only let strangers and a few of my really good friends follow me there. [Twitter] was like my main. My Instagram [username] used to be my nickname and my last name. I changed it [to my Twitter username], and I just feel like it’s more authentic, more like who I am. And, like, I just wanted to merge [my Twitter and Instagram username] because I don’t know. Like, I think I came to this realization that I don’t want to have people in my space who I don’t really care about, or who don’t serve me any purpose, or like who may in the past have harmed me. I just wanted to let go of [people] who just didn’t really understand my identities either. So that’s my [username and profile picture] for Twitter now and for my Instagram.
As the excerpt elucidates, limiting who had access to her Twitter profile was instrumental for Angel to explore her social identities freely, which was necessary for her to internalize positive narratives surrounding her identities. Through this exploration, Angel was able to create personal counternarratives that she embedded within her username and profile picture as a way to resist and challenge different forms of oppression and discrimination. The development of these personal counternarratives on her Twitter profile empowered Angel to resist the oppression she experienced among some of her Instagram followers whom she knew away from the keyboard. Angel had over a 1,000 followers on Instagram before realizing they did not want people in their “space” who did not care about them or harmed them. She called merging her Twitter username with her Instagram username “shedding of old skin.” Angel used the adaptation of a new username as an opportunity to shrink the number of her followers on Instagram to fewer than 50.
Angel’s self-curated digital counterspaces were places where she constructed a sense of self that incorporated positive counternarratives of her social identities. For example, through her username, Angel intentionally sought to reclaim labels and personal traits that were previously sources of stigma and discrimination. Finding power in her social identities gave Angel a sense of authenticity that she then sought to replicate across social media platforms like Instagram and Venmo. Twitter, in particular, facilitated Angel’s resistance to oppression and the expression of an authentic and coherent sense of self that she then chose to replicate across platforms.
Discussion
The present case study sought to answer the following research questions: 1) How does a gender fluid-AFAB-bisexual Latinx emerging adult navigate and negotiate the tensions between their SOI, GI, and ERI social identities to construct a positive sense of self? And (2) How do digital contexts function as counterspaces where intersectional experiences are validated and affirmed? Our three overarching themes (
Affirmation, Critical Consciousness, and Counternarratives to Resist Oppression
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As evidenced in Angel’s experiences, Latinx LGBTQ+ people must overcome experiences of racism, heterosexism, and cisgenderism (Meyer, 2003; Santos & VanDaalen, 2018) while navigating the contradictions between their ERI and SOI (Sarno et al., 2021). Notably, the incongruency between their social identities catalyzed Angel’s search to understand their marginalization to consolidate their intersecting social identities. The
A Coherent Sense of Self-Embodying Intersectional Social Identities
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The digital counterspaces contributed to Angel’s well-being by allowing her access to support networks that provided her with a network of resources and social support to cope with and respond to stressful and isolating situations she faced within her communities (Fox & Ralston, 2016; Schmitz et al., 2022; Sólorzano et al., 2000). Across three to five years, digital contexts became an essential source of support and validation of their identities for Angel and a space where they resisted intersectional discrimination (Casanova, Alonso Blanco, et al., 2021). Angel challenged their oppression through a transformative process of meaning-making and empowerment to develop a coherent self, embodying all their social identities. Angel built her community in these intersectional digital counterspaces where she could live authentically.
Limitations and Future Directions
This case study should be understood within the context of several limitations. First, our findings are attributed to a particular Latinx LGBTQ AFAB emerging adult and cannot be generalized to all Latinx LGBTQ emerging adults. Instead, as qualitative research, the study raises themes for further exploration with this and other intersectional communities. Second, the study focuses on a person in college with access to the internet and social media. So, we must acknowledge that not all EA attend college, and some may have limited internet access. Lastly, we did not specifically ask how they use the knowledge developed from their critical consciousness away from keyboard in collective action (e.g., civic engagement; community organizing).
Furthermore, we did not explore how these types of online social spaces change our definitions of community and group relationships. Future studies could ethnographically examine the specific social media features that allow for non-traditional or non-academic learning. An exploration of platform features that make it conducive for community building would expand our understanding of how indirect interactions, through the consumption of content produced by others with similar intersectional experiences, can still create a strong sense of community.
Conclusion
Beyond understanding intersectional experiences as additive, the present study aimed to understand them as unique and multi-layered, presenting individuals with distinct challenges and advantages (Crenshaw, 1991). While previous research has documented online spaces as recreating oppressive social structures (Tynes et al., 2008), the present case study highlights the value of online spaces in the development of Latinx LGBTQ+ EA. Relatedly, our findings expand the counterspace literature to consider digital platforms. Our study shows how social media users can control who has access to their social media profiles; access a plethora of resources to develop critical consciousness (Jemal, 2017; Watts et al., 2011); and carefully curate digital counterspaces where they can be socialized to create an authentic sense of self.
Moreover, as colorism within Latinx communities continues to be understudied (Chávez-Dueñas et al., 2014), Angel’s narrative underscores the racism/colorism that operates within Latinx families, which must be addressed within Latinx communities. Practitioners need to increase their understanding of Latinx LGBTQ+ emerging adults’ social media use to create inclusive contexts that validate their intersectional experiences. Educators, for example, can develop online campaigns as digital counterspaces to promote the strengths and increase the sense of belonging of Latinx LGBTQ+ college students. Educators and practitioners can increase social media use and representations of Latinx LGBTQ+ people in their curricula and programming. This intentional inclusion could help these emerging adults feel validated, facilitate the development of their coherent, authentic selves, and positively transform their intersectional experiences.
